The Story of Jesse Li, Shadowrunner

Age: 44 (appears ageless) Height: 5′7″ Weight: 152 lbs. Eyes: Cybereyes Hair: Fibreoptic implants/Black

Living Relatives:
Mother (Japanese) - Mori Hana
Father (Chinese) - Li Huan
Maternal Grandmother - Saitou Tsubaki
Paternal Grandmother - Song Fen
Paternal Grandfather - Li Yin
Maternal Aunt - Mori Wakana
Maternal Uncle - Mori Katsurou
Maternal Cousin (son of Mori Katsurou) - Ryuu Mori
Son - Aleksey (Alex) Li

Jesse stands 5′7″ and weighs in around the 150 lb. mark. They are very slender, preferring mental pursuits over physical ones, and relying on their inherent charm to talk their way into and/or out of any (dangerous) situation. Jesse has always preferred to present as androgynous, though being gender-fluid, occasionally presents as masculine or feminine. They are pan-sexual, or maybe just sexually non-preferential, seemingly having no preference across gender, ethnic, or metarace lines, though rarely taking long-term lovers (for no one can compare to their dead wife). Jesse keeps their sex a closely-held secret, so much so that even some former lovers never learned the truth, and those that do are often paid handsomely (if so needed) to keep such information private. Despite being forty-four, Jesse has an ageless look about them, often mistaken for a club kid when out at night on the circuit scene. Jesse pays attention to the current trends in media and fashion, making sure to always keep on the bleeding edge. They prefer Sinthcore music, though (even taking up the keytar as a teenager), and tends to dress in unisex/gender-neutral fashion, accessorising with both male and female accoutrements, and occasionally dressing in gendered styles (having mens’ suits and evening gowns in their expansive wardrobe). Jesse has cybereyes installed and tends to skin them in whatever is fashionable, accessorisable, or as a pair of near-realistic blue eyes. Jesse has also had all facial and most body hair surgically altered to not grow. Most notably, however, Jesse has had their head hair removed and replaced with very fine fibre-optic strands slightly thicker than actual hair, which can be programmed to be any colour(s) and/or patterns. Their fibre-hair hangs about two inches below the shoulder line and can be styled as normal hair (though without being able to grow it longer or cut it shorter without a trip to the cyberware clinic).

Mori Hana, born into a family of Renraku wageslaves (her mother an accountant, her father an engineer), was working on a negotiation team when she met Li Huan, another wageslave negotiator with Wuxing (and likewise born into a wageslave family, his mother a production floor manager and his father a maintenance man/janitor). Sitting across the table for days on end during a months-long contract negotiation process, they soon fell in love. At the end of the negotiation process, Huan proposed to Hana and subsequently convinced his superior to include a clause trading his employment at Wuxing to Renraku when she accepted. They married and transferred to Seattle, UCAS, moving into a Renraku housing complex with both of their families. Li Jesse was born the following year. Jesse grew up in a household containing two sets of grandparents, an unmarried aunt, and a married uncle, his wife, and twin children, Ryuu and Fen, who are/were two years younger (tragically, Fen Mori died in a car accident at the age of nineteen). Jesse joined Renraku as an intern at the age of fourteen, becoming a hired wageslave at sixteen. Jesse showed a natural gift of charisma and for negotiation, and joined a contract negotiation team like their parents. Jesse also had an eye for fashion and an ear for music, and quickly became a known club kid. Between two families’ income and their own, Jesse could keep themself in fine clothes (and accompanying accessories) and afford to be flashy at the trendiest clubs. At age twenty-three, Jesse met Darya Konstantinov, a twenty-year-old bodyguard for a Wuxing official-turned-mafioso who frequented the Klub Eklypse, one of the many on Jesse’s circuit. After a year-and-a-half of flirtatious conversation, Darya and Jesse starting dating. A year later they married. With the money left Jesse when their maternal grandfather died of lung cancer, Jesse and Darya Li got their own house. Two years later, Darya gave birth to their son, Aleksey Li, named after Darya’s father. When Aleksey was six, Darya grew ill after an attack on her boss in which she took a bullet coated in an unknown pathogen. For two years she tried many different treatments from nearly as many doctors, but eventually succumbed to organ failure. Jesse fell into a deep depression and grew addicted to BTL’s (finding a preference to Tripchips). Aleksey moved in with the Li/Mori family, growing resentful and angry at Jesse. Jesse sold the house he had shared with Aleksey and Darya and got a smaller place, and spent several years in and out of rehab facilities, getting their BTL addiction under control. Eventually, mostly clean and healing from the death of their wife, Jesse turned to repairing the relationship with their now-twelve-year-old son and extended family. Jesse also decided the life of a wageslave was no longer for them and returned to the club scene, first as a bookkeeper, then as a small-time fixer for some of the ‘Runner regulars. Jesse’s natural charisma and bartering skills made them a natural choice when some group of ‘Runners wanted the best bang for their buck (Jesse always negotiated the best prices). Now sixteen, Aleksey (who prefers Alex), bounces between Jesse’s condo, the Renraku compound where the Li’s and Mori’s still live, and whatever group of friends (or Shadowrunners or gangers?) he hangs with. On mostly good terms with Jesse, Alex occasionally comes looking for money, information, or contacts, which Jess is more-than-happy to for the son they love, even as his presence brings back the memories and pain of their lost wife, Darya.

simonteenca:
“ Cats and books, they just belong together.
”

simonteenca:

Cats and books, they just belong together.

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headphonepoe:
“ vicarious–vagabond:
“ laryna6:
“ Anhedonia - not finding pleasure in things you normally take pleasure in - is a symptom of depression.
When depressed, you will also be reluctant to start things, and won’t find things appealing.
This...

headphonepoe:

vicarious–vagabond:

laryna6:

Anhedonia - not finding pleasure in things you normally take pleasure in - is a symptom of depression.

When depressed, you will also be reluctant to start things, and won’t find things appealing.

This sets up a nasty vicious cycle where ‘life feels bleak’ -> ‘nothing sounds fun’ -> do nothing -> don’t have fun -> ‘Hey I’m not having fun, life really is pretty bleak right now’ -> More depressed.

The way to break that cycle is to do things that you enjoy. Doing things solely for the sake of having fun is an important part of handling depression. Not only does it keep you from getting more depressed, but it can make you go ‘Hey I’m having a really nice day’ and give you bouncy energy to do productive things with. 

I get so focused on all the things that need doing that I forget that when depressed, doing things solely because they’re fun is the practical thing to do if I want to get thing done.

There is a difference between procrastination and having trouble activating. If there’s a thing you need to do and you know you aren’t going to be able to do it now, do something fun, and afterwards you will have better odds of actually doing the thing.

If you find yourself in the situation in the picture, pick something that you are intellectually aware you would find fun if you were feeling better and start doing it.’ This means that you are focusing on something other than *sigh* and playing a game can make you feel productive, put ‘life is good!’ and ‘I can succeed at things!’ chemicals into a brain that is sorely in need of them. 

A couple weeks ago when I couldn’t even find any interest in reading fanfic, I eventually managed to start playing a random RPG and felt much better a few hours later.

i certainly wasn’t expecting anything close to actual, halfway decent advice that might help some folks out when i threw this little Funne Picture out into the wild, but that’s nice. thank you. i’m not sure if i’ll ever break this little cycle for more than a few hours, but .. yeah man. it’s just a little nice to see folks trying to help other folks out on posts of mine instead of the usual terrible nonsense

Holy fuck…

(Source: buippy)

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kaible:

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panic-volkushka:

Clients’ names and personal information have been omitted to retain their privacy.

I love this comic. I love it so much.

Excuse me while I also talk a bit about Family Guy here.

I used to enjoy Family Guy. Yeah, it was crude and crass but the writing was clever. Some of the jokes were extremely funny. But as time went on, the more they started to care less. Or at least that is how I feel. And the more feminist I became and the more I learned how harmful certain ‘jokes’ are, the more I began to hate. Especially when it comes to Meg.

Meg is not a terrible charecter. She isn’t evil, she’s not a villian. Yet she gets treated like complete and utter crap because….honestly, I don’t know why! The writers say they don’t know how to write teenaged girls but I call bullcrap on that. Meg has been abused by not just Peter but her mother and brother too. Her mother, who should be trying protect her daughter, demeans her in every possible way and that is suppose to be funny. That’s the joke. Meg in pain is the joke.

And isn’t funny.

People say, “It’s just a cartoon” but we know that media influences how people think and having Meg being hurt physically and emotionally is dangerous because there are going to be people who see that and think that is okay. And the way Chris is portrayed also shows how children learn from their parents and can end up being abusers.

This comic really is fantastic 

I feel like this is the spiritual sequel to Boy’s Night that none of us knew we needed but we absolutely did

Also, I feel like this brings up a pretty interesting point: Even though Hank Hill is often confused and disappointed with Bobby, he is never physically abusive towards him or anyone in the family, and is willing to show his son he loves him. Bobby may be a constant source of confusion for him, but he’s not below learning to accept his son for who he is, and given that Hank takes a lot of pride in being a red-blooded american man, when american media is so obsessed with the ideal of “comically” abusive and negligent fathers, that’s pretty damn important.

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plaidshirtjimkirk:

TNG was a show in which:

  • Picard walked around in booty shorts on Risa
  • Riker had no beard for one season and it made everyone uncomfortable
  • Data and Geordi roleplayed Sherlock AUs together
  • Picard woke up in bed next to Q
  • Everyone except Wesley got addicted to a Google glass game
  • Worf took a mud bath
  • The Ferengi happened
  • Picard, Data, and Barclay got trapped in a holodeck simulation of the holodeck
  • Beverly did the do with a ghost
  • A big face in space almost destroyed the ship
  • Deanna randomly had a kid in three days
  • Barclay devolved into a spider and made a web in engineering
  • The Enterprise transformed into a scene out of Indiana Jones
  • An evil puddle of tar did a bad thing
  • Shaka when the walls fell

20/10 would recommend

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My sleep schedule is erratic and different from my friend’s, so he doesn’t always know when I went to sleep. So I made this to let him know.

My sleep schedule is erratic and different from my friend’s, so he doesn’t always know when I went to sleep. So I made this to let him know.

trait:

i had the best dream ever last night and then i woke up and wanted to cry because i knew it would never be true

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vintage-kisses:

Sometimes I really don’t feel like existing like not in a suicidal way but I just wish there was a way of pausing life so that I could sleep for a few weeks and figure some stuff out and then not have to feel guilty for missing loads of stuff because really no time had passed at all

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ex0skeletal:

Pro Tip: Instead of having feelings, try being dead inside. Everything is still horrible but you will not care at all.

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